dad loves you

[n3uspeed2]

I closed my eyes and it's almost been a year since you have left me...Daddy misses you alot...there's not a day that I don't think of you.

[whiteheather]

Time has passed, and the healing will now begin. Christmas and the New Year have come and gone, which of course were the tough times...now it is time for you to move on with your life, never forget the wee one, that you will never do, let her be with you as your Guardian Angel, and she will surely guide you, and be with you through good times and bad times.
She is at peace now......and you must be at peace also.

God Bless you and your Family

Charlie

[dishdude714]

I know its only been a year n3uspeed2, but in her eyes time has never passed. She will always be with you, watching over you, and she knows how much you love and miss her. Time heals all wounds, but theres never time to know when that happens. Keep her alive in your heart and she will never leave you

[firemod999]

Hello my friend . I know that a year seems like yesterday for you as it did for me as I lost many loved ones myself . Stay strong my friend as God will take care of her . I know she is an angel right now for sure and she wants to see her dad staying strong down here . God Bless you and your family for the New Year and may better things come your way .

[Sasquatch]

God I don't even know what to say,,,,Myself having a little 6 yr old girl,,it just brings tears to my eyes and a big lump in my throat,,,,,

She is in a good place now and always be in yr heart,,,,she is a little angel watching over you now

Dan

[anyonomus]

May the Lord look after you and yours N3..
I know in my heart He is looking after her.
Your Friend Anyonomus

[0dd Thomas]

sp33d,
You cannot ever forget, not even her smell my friend, and you should never. But I do hope the good lord will easy your painful memorys and allow you and you're family to continue life in his service.
My the Lord be with you always and protect you, and my you never forget her, but only remember the best parts of the her life and be at peace my friend.
All the best for the coming new year of 2010 for you're family.
your friend 0dd

[Condor]

N3 I also know what it means to loose a loved one... In time all you will remember are all the good things and you will learn to smile everytime those memories pop up... Salud/Cheers...

[n3uspeed2]

I thank you all for all of your support and thoughtful post... I spent New years at home I think I was thinking to much and started drinking a little to much by myself. Seems like it brings sadness to me when I drink I don't do too often. Thank you all for your out pouring of understanding and support



...Sp33d

[ftangel]

Hello N3 my friend
I know how hard it is to loose your loved one.But life moves on.Your daughter angel is with u always and she is watching over u.U should never make your daughter unhappy.your happiness is her happiness.If u r sad then she is sad.so u need to make your daughter happy because she is with god and will send her love to u each and every second.so keep that in mind and u will find peace.

[Toma]

I thank you all for all of your support and thoughtful post... I spent New years at home I think I was thinking to much and started drinking a little to much by myself. Seems like it brings sadness to me when I drink I don't do too often. Thank you all for your out pouring of understanding and support



...Sp33d

I know they may not be the right words, or at the least late, but I'm new to the site and noticed your signature right away. I don't really now what else to say except that she was truly beautiful.

[TurboPirate]

Indeed you are right N3uspped, I also remember the time we all share with you at that time, the words white gave you and the words each of us share with you, GB buddy.

[trommy]

God needed an angel to brighten his day,
So he reached into his garden to take her away.
He will love her and cherrish her more up there,
Though from our Earthly perch it doesn't seem fair.

He will give her what no parent can,
We have no gift to understand
How she can be more happy up there than
She ever could be out of His hand.

Be happy and joyful for her,
Though your hearts be heavy now,
God says it's not to be forever,
She awaits for you; that's his vow.

Have faith;time will fade the hurt and expand the joy.

[trommy]

I thank you all for all of your support and thoughtful post... I spent New years at home I think I was thinking to much and started drinking a little to much by myself. Seems like it brings sadness to me when I drink I don't do too often. Thank you all for your out pouring of understanding and support



...Sp33d

Don't let the bottle become your crutch for it will be harder and harder to stop,the longer you drink.Accept God's will.He doesn't give us any obstacles we're not capable of handling.Get councelling if you can.One day you will awake and think of her and smile;if just for a second.That is the beginning of recovery.God bless.

[Fibroso]

Tus hijos no son tus hijos (Kahlil Gibran)
Tus hijos no son tus hijos
son hijos e hijas de la vida
deseosa de si misma.
No vienen de ti, sino a través de ti
y aunque estén contigo
no te pertenecen.

Puedes darles tu amor,
pero no tus pensamientos, pues,
ellos tienen sus propios pensamientos.
Puedes abrigar sus cuerpos,
pero no sus almas, porque ellas,
viven en la casa del mañana,
que no puedes visitar
ni siquiera en sueños.

Puedes esforzarte en ser como ellos,
pero no procures hacerlos semejantes a ti
porque la vida no retrocede,
ni se detiene en el ayer.

Tú eres el arco del cual, tus hijos
como flechas vivas son lanzados.
Deja que la inclinación
en tu mano de arquero
sea para la felicidad.

N3 I lost my youngest daughter Aimme when she was 14 years old, I thought I couldn't handle my life from that moment on. I started to read things like this poem from Gibran and learn that people come and go from this world as they please. Its there choice to live near you and also to leave when they want, no matter how they do it. Therefore the child that chose you decided to leave and you must be happy that she is done her will, your turn will come for we can only get out of this world when we leave our body. This is not the end but the beginning of something greater.

[zoogor]

jesus speed, i read your post and i've still got tears falling. i have two little girls of my own and i cant imagine my fellings or stability if some thing were to happen to either of them. im looking for the right words to say but i really dont think there are any.
may God bless you and keep you strong.

[johnny cash]

Speed, sorry for the loss of your little girl. I have no words to describe how it may feel, but i want you to know, where ever she is, she would always be loved. From your close friend JOHNNY!

[n3uspeed2]

Tus hijos no son tus hijos (Kahlil Gibran)
Tus hijos no son tus hijos
son hijos e hijas de la vida
deseosa de si misma.
No vienen de ti, sino a través de ti
y aunque estén contigo
no te pertenecen.

Puedes darles tu amor,
pero no tus pensamientos, pues,
ellos tienen sus propios pensamientos.
Puedes abrigar sus cuerpos,
pero no sus almas, porque ellas,
viven en la casa del mañana,
que no puedes visitar
ni siquiera en sueños.

Puedes esforzarte en ser como ellos,
pero no procures hacerlos semejantes a ti
porque la vida no retrocede,
ni se detiene en el ayer.

Tú eres el arco del cual, tus hijos
como flechas vivas son lanzados.
Deja que la inclinación
en tu mano de arquero
sea para la felicidad.

N3 I lost my youngest daughter Aimme when she was 14 years old, I thought I couldn't handle my life from that moment on. I started to read things like this poem from Gibran and learn that people come and go from this world as they please. Its there choice to live near you and also to leave when they want, no matter how they do it. Therefore the child that chose you decided to leave and you must be happy that she is done her will, your turn will come for we can only get out of this world when we leave our body. This is not the end but the beginning of something greater.

Thank you for sharing poem my friend that means alot. I am sorry for your lost of your daughter... It take's a long time to accept that they are gone even now. Even when you accept it there isn't a day that you don't think of them or think of the part of your heart that is missing. Now with the holidays coming Thanksgiving then Christmas...it always brings back the memories...and makes you feel that they are missing. One day we will meet them again...but until then we have to just live one day at a time. Time goes by very fast....in a few months another year would go by that my Lina passed. I wish you a happy Thanksgiving... and again thank you. Sp33d

[sunny1000]

I am very sorry for the tragedy you have been through I lost my mom recently and trust me when I read your post I cried a lot or just let me say my tears started to fall spontaneously and actually at this moment I writing you while my tears coming down but I got this to tell you please find something you love or you can enjoy and keep yourself engaged with this thing I know you will never forget but just to make your pain to ease on you and again I am here if you feel ever that you want a brother to talk.